Sunday, July 14, 2013

[a]nything [c]an [h]appen

at July 14, 2013 0 comments



Too funnay i guess ? 


   when a good friend of yours willing to talk bad behind you just because she gets insecure of what she had had owned from ever since . 


I see, i read, i analyzed and i conclude, my decision and my respond towards this matter . for God's sake, why would you be angry towards your own good friend when what she did was only being  friend too, with your boyfriend ? was it against the law, i mean like seriously, was it ?

 i've been hurt a thousand times, and i been leaving friends behind for taking me for granted. now its your turn ? gaah .... i should have  had talked to you earlier but i guess you've been crossing the line like every haters does. 


now i wanna archive this, either you got to see it in the future or not,its up to you. i own nothing and neither will do anything more like you did on me. 


so this girl who used to be a good friend of mine since college, now she is spreading around rumors and hatred about me to other people, managed to brought in another two of her species and started barking through all medium they can reach in the internet . like seriously i never thot such an educated pretty lady could look so fugly when it comes to guy. i know how its like when ur man is being disturbed, been there and been so fugly too, but in this case i think you're just too over protective and insecure girl .


 how could a friend of yours being there around saying and telling other people that i am a slut , much likely saying the things out of her mouth has been hurting me a lot , because even tho i know about her dark sides i didnt betray or telling shyt to other people like what she's doing now. 


and the best part was that she said to other whom i assumed as strangers,was  " she even fucked the whole society in XX " ,"she's like indian, fat bla bla bla" . 


so do you think writing this whole shyt on the wall in wechat and facebook would gonna kill me ? you did let me down because of your doings, but no i aint gonna die. being immature is what you are. why wouldnt you use your own acc to do so, and why wouldnt you face me and say it straight to my face ?

do i have to remind you bout those girls you hanging out and clinging with right now were those girls you ever talked bad behind them too,,... ? and guess what, i was the friend who've been there listening. 


the skinny one, like seriously, you called her slut too,... and now ..guess what..she is like you best friend evaa ?? hahahha ... and another one, whom you called retarded and slutty before, now you being friends with them and drink one table with them even more. doubled face? least i didnt being hypocrite and could entertain the people that i disliked in my life. talking bout being a drama queen. i guess we're on the same level now. oh wait... i am not the same level as you are my dear so-called friend. 


    so okay, you tell everyone that i fucked everyone, do i have to list down all your doings and say it straight to your face? saying that i am an indian, well there is nothing wrong about it,, but you, are, being a racist now. but do i have to remind you about that indian doc you used to go out with before ? i tell you, i never date any of them in my whole entire life, but guess what,,, you did, and you, are making fun of them .oh well,. i  guess,,, the most sensitive matter in here was about making out. its being the utter most problem that i think really immature to start with towards the public. 


    when white ghost asked me to stop being friends with you since the past two years ago, i ignored him , because i liked being friends with you. you skip classes and exam, do i stop being like the one who always ask you to come to class ? rather than being the one who ask you to go out and drink every single nite. 



do you remember Ting ? she was your bestfriend evaa, and you talked bad behind her for all these while and still being friends with her. i guess you do it to all of your so called best friends? too mainstream already .


now i tell you what, your so-called boyfriend, was my friend too, ever since we all get to know their gang he has been a friend to me . do i have to let you know how hurt he was when he find me asking opinion about you and you never did appreciating him all these while ? when he asked, do she have a lots of guys behind me ?guess what my dear, i told him i dont know . he was seeking for a future wife and i even recommended you, and you know what, he sighed when he talked about you. he was at home when you were out there happily drinking with your so called friends at night. do you ever thot of finding out the true story behind all this ? 


now you being mad at me becus you found out bout our conversation. duhh ? it was about my blood puke and my sickness. was it even wrong to you ? when you talked to my ex before in facebook, i was like yeah jealous but i did not being so paranoid and like what, beetching around about you .




         so if he is your boyfriend why would you even feel ashamed to let the world to know who he was to you ? or what... is he being like your puppet becuz he was rich and you felt like imma grab that from you ? goshh ... i got a job. do you have any ? none. i got good grades in my dip, did i like choosing friends based on their education level or got employment or not ? i am not. talking about money, yes if i could have any chances to win cash big time, i would. but talking about stealing your so called boyfriend ? gaaahh ...i had myself a crush of my own. even better . i am not going to let this all out if werent because of your doings.

go ahead, spread rumors and bad news about me all around dear. i am just gonna stop right here... in this very blog of mine. if you happened to go thru this, just kill me. 


but i have to let you know, i let go people with negative vibes out from my life, i dont negotiate , i forgive you . but being friends? probably i need to deal that issue with God. i am a fragile heart and also got limit of patience. 


now what imma say to you is that , YOU WANT TO HAVE HIM SO MUCH,THEN DO NOT TAKE HIM FOR GRANTED. SO WHAT IF HE GOT A BABY, YOU STILL WANNA HAVE HIM AROUND ARENT YOU ? PUT HIM INSIDE YOUR POCKET AND DO NOT LET HIM TALK TO ANYONE. Nuff said .


it is okay that you keep writing shyt on your facebook wall, wechat wall and your whatsoever wall. i wait till you mention my name then i will face you . but talking bout being a double-face person, i hope you realise that u and those two girls are the one who suddenly get fuckin sick of me and still there in my friends list. like seriously, why do facebook must be the one who become the ugly part in here ? we are in our twenties and why would you become so immature like that ? i have been there , being the girl who was so emo and talk crap on my fb wall but that was like when i was eighteen or nineteen .. not at this age. i was there against my rival before and you were there too seeing it happened. we were young and childish at that time . but my perspective has changed now. 

i dont entertain such craps anymore. you hate me, so be it. out from my life. treat me like a dog ? okay . 


nuff saying from me. imma stop just right here and right here only. 

go ahead and gather your gangs. spread shyt about me. 
i wont die , thanks God that i got the sanity still and i appreciate what my mum advised on me. so yeah, im a grown up now. i m just gonna sit back and let you bark. to your so called boyfriend, imma just tell him how great it was to ever being a friend to him and now becus of one paranoid insecure girl like you, has ruin every friendship ever that is . i know anything can happen after this. even if you ask somebody to come and kill me,and even if i die of a waste,  here, i have already said this. Nv, i forgive you .

sad. 


good bye then.




 

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