Oh That Moment When ~

that moment when you remembered everything from the past. and the thought suddenly came when you are totally in a state of peace. that sucks much ..

 

 

sa teringat semua benda dari past yg buat sa sakit. ...and now i have this tremendous kind of traumatic syndrome yg bole buat sa jadi hantu secara tiba2 kalau benda tu ada di depan mata saya .

 

 

 

first thing is ... bunyi sms iPhone yg *ting ting * tu

 no matter wherever i am ..and whoever are using the same msg tone...i will get a massive headache and a great electric shock in my heart. like fuck . i cannot describe how that little sound could hurt me so very much.

 

 

secondly ..sa pandai sakit sendiri kalau ada orang mention nama those  girls  dengan saya.. come on .sa tidak tau kenapa benda remeh begini boleh buat sa sangat sakit ouwf. i can tell that i still hate . no matter who they are.

 

 

third. going places. where we used to go .

 

it all bringing back those good and bad memories to me .

 

macam sa tidak boleh stay sini oh .

 

 

urghh .. .

 

 

 

sakeetttt ...~ but i forgave.

i think i had killed any of them thousand times already in my mind. so yeah  , let it be like that.

 

sigh*

 

 

....lain cerita pula... sa contact balik dengan kawan2 lama.. i mean from college. oh and it feels good .

i hang out with them and livin my day *sometimes* to the fullest.

 

kadang2 join durang memasak di rumaah...last week we learned on how to cook italian beef and today butter prawn and squid. yummeh ..~

 

 

sa ada pigi tu tempat jual takoyaki di likas baru2.. .and the worker changed already .. change to even shitty attitude i had ever met. nama pun pekerja , i think they shudnt do something inappropriate such as menjeling customer kalu customer minta banyaaaaakk spring onion ...xD kan ? kan ? aih bayar pula tu .

 

 

and i went to UA too ..maakan cikenwing panggang.. time sa sakit2 and sora serak lagi ..damn all those great times ..i appreciate.

 

 

i think even begini keadaan sa skg yg macam *kalau ada, ada la, kalau tiada, tiada la* pun... sa boleh ba cari benda lain untuk dibuat, like earning money . spending times with friends. etc . xD

 

and somehow...di sebalik kawan2 yg happening ituh ~ ada juga kawan2 yg busuk hati ...betul . memandangkan sa contact balik sama ging karas sa... ada la muka2 tembok yg nda puas hati .depan sa bertegur bukan main friendly lagi .tapi girls, i read ur text la to our friend.. you girls dont like me to hang out with them kan  ? but why pretending  ? im tired of drama.

 

 

bukan juga kamu sodara sa. mau fikir jaga hati lagi  ? lol . sa better lagi nda bertegur terus la bagus.. .bukan kamu yg kasi makan sa mo kasi tentu yg dorang bole contact dgn sa balik or tidak . sincerely.. kenapa kamu yg kena ignore.. not me  ? think ba .

 

 

what for mau sakit hati sama sa... bukan sa yg buat apa2 . hmm .

 

 

suda la .

 

 

sa harap next time kita berjumpa sa pun tidak mau tegur ow. tapi maybe sa senyum la .sebab tu autosmile ba org bilang.

 

ntah .eish .

 

 

and the most annoying thing is... sa kerja satu area sama musuh ketat sa.. adesss....

 

 

but i am mature enuf to just ignore her and buat dia macam angin .. tp kesian ...dia pula yg melebih2... sakit hati ja ba tgk sa.. kalu tiap kali lunch sa duduk sana resturan and we bump into each other ... well .. sa buat macam angin seja. sebabb i know.. .ego tu takkan bawa kita p mana2 .

 

 

 

hurmm ...and.. my love life.. .so far ..static la.

 

 

:)

 

 

 

no comment.

 

 

haha.. . eish ...sakit juga hati sa skg ne. masih lagi .tp kurang2 sudah la. ada suda sanyum2 sikit.

 

 

sa tau sa nda boleh bah keadaan . just Go on and MOve on. kan sean  ?

 

 

 

ciaoz