Dad. . I missed you suddenly. I miss it when i could spend time with you and laugh together like bestfriends. I miss how you carry me to my bed when i fall asleep. . . Dad, i have lotsa of things i wanna let you know. . -Why aren't you here with us. .
It's been years since i last saw you. . . I'd become a lady now. I grew up to this day without you.. I went thru many tough situation dad. Why i have to lose so many to gain a few? Its so unfair dad. I wish you were here to comfort me. . . I am so enough of losing the people i loved the most. . I forgive that person for stealing my happiness and left me at my lowest. . .
All i want is to have a happy life. -But dad, i know , real life is a bitch. -Sometimes at many times, i just want to end my life. But yea i'll keep moving on. . I wanna be just like mum . When you left . . We are zero. But now she's a tough strong heart mummy. . . I hope in another life we all can be one family again. I love and miss you dad.
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To be honest, sa mungkin orang terakhir yang akan nangis kalo bab membaca blogs atau buku atau novel.
tapi skali baca ja blog ko..sa trus ternangis...
I can feel your pain bestfriend...sorry for not being there for you..please be strong. even though i'm not there to comfort and support you..but you'll always be in my prayer.
thanks dear . . I wrote this as i'm at my lowest that time. I felt like nobody is there for me. . But i'm sure imma get better in time . Love you besties
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