Woot Woot ~~!!

HEYYYYY ! i get the job , oh yeah uh huh oh yeah *wiggle wiggle ~~ ^__^ 

it's like i'm on the cloud 9 by now *jumpy heart !

ahhahaa been called by the office just now and they said i could start working by tomorrow ^_^ BOOYAH!!

but my prob is transportation ! 
i cannot get to go there by bus and i dont feel so good asking my uncle to send and fetch me from my workplace. 

aiyaaahh .... thinking thinking*

i get that job and now i face another problem == 

need to move out from my current location then ... need to find another place which is a lot more nearer to that workplace than my current place. 
..

hemm ... 

i gotta discuss it with my uncle's family then.. they get to know where am i living now and really worried of me staying alone. but i am more comfortable with that way ++ .. but then now they asked me to move in their house temporarily which i dont really agree but then i just follow without refusing .. sigh*

now its up to me how to decide about this...

hopefully tonight my uncle can get home fast or my cousin ... and we could discuss about it .. i felt kinda suffocated juga.... i wanna work wanna work wanna work ... :DDD

fingers crossed !

Awfully Bored

Its been days and i realized how boring my life is till i have no any stuff to be a story in my blog.. i know blogging is about everything but yeah i am bored of being a sad human and been thru a sad life. fuck this . 

i wanna get out of this body .

haihh ...apa pun sa mo share moment yg tertinggal ...masa2 sa praktikal sampai bulan ini ...boleh jadi story juga bah tu kan ??? ehehhe so here goes nothing :)

introducing , Karim... patung itik c mahani ...sa suka ni patung coz lucu nama dia.. .karim karim karim :) bwahahaha

ada dinner kena buat spesel untuk kami practical members during our last day practical ..sedap ...n siok kena bagi penghargaan cam nie... kenyang :) 

Our dirty little secret during the whole second to third year in study :3

itik c lala.... kecil seja...but i managed to snap in a close up ...sa suka ni itik... keut,

the forgotten story i told before.... ini la wedding ronald and doreen ...cantik kan doorang? 

another :: 

the toast ~ 

my precious.... too bad my dear twin popoey is not around that time :(

the meow carpet at ajin's house..thats his feet

(freezer installation  moment)

yuyu, she always wakes me up every morning all the whole five days i am spending there... sa suka dia bawa2 makanan bagi sa...aunty tuniiii dia cakap ~~~ and see this candy wrapper...something is REALLY wrong with the design ... :) 

ini la modification yang sa cakap tu kami dua buat...bumper and bonnet dia tukar... he imported them from japan..dua bulan baru sampai ...avy mira nama tu bonnet ...see the difference with basic designed viva.. 

taken while we staying downstairs . 

lastly...this is taken during sa pigi church tadi .. NEW NOTE!!! cantik kan ? rm20 ... orange warna dia

so ...tu la story sa sepanjang bulan .... 

boring tapi least i can remember each of them 

sa nda sangka time sa practical ... banyak benda suda jadi di kk... kejadian di airport tu depan mata sa nampak ...hurm .. biar la kamu ..

sa okay seja..

i appreciated every moment now... i am glad God gave me the strength to fight .. and to hold. :) 

iloveeverybody.. 

ciaozzz

Nervous juga oh.

Omg Omg.... 


sa ada interview untuk hari esok lagi >..< 


nervous nervous... 


sa pernah kerja and pernah pg interview mcm2 ...tp yg mau bawa resume etc etc. .. belum pernah pula.. .goshhh 


im an adult now// baru sa sedar... 


i hope i could make it tomorrow.. >..< sangat nervous


God bless me. Amen. :)

Thank You Lord

sebab semalam saya tidur satu orang... .and blackout, but saya tidak terbangun and therefore i am not scared. despite of my fear to the darkness, i feel so protected by You all the way im sleeping my night off. 

its weird and amazing how You done your work on us homosapiens, but i cannot doubt how merciful You are . 

i always fall and fall and keep falling, but when i prayed and talk to You i feel so calm and i can easily forgive the people that always hurt me. 

but dear Lord, i wanna give thanks to You because of all the wonderful things you gave to me... you sent me wonderful friends, blessed family, and a simple easy life... thank you for making my eat and sleep adequate. 

I LOVE YOU.

thank you for every lesson that You gave to me every single day .Thank You for being there and thank You for never leaving me, for i am a sinner and i stray from the path that You wanted to lead me. 

duihhh ... entah kenapa sa masih boleh tersenyum ... How amazing is our God.. maybe if sa lose anything pun by now, i could still accept it and smile.. 

and move on ..


feel so blessed today ~ despite of all the vain that i felt on this hypocrite world.

good morning Saturday ^_^ Glad am still breathing :) <3

Gullible

:) ... FIVE days in a row stayed at his place is really something to me. 

I've seen ,i've feel and i've been there. 

sa ternampak hidden files ko ... and like u said its not her only.saw it with my own eyes.

boo. 

i can do anything if i want, but i cant do bad things to you no matter how you broke my heart.


sa cuma mau bersyukur sebab sa ada sana,... sa ada dengan ko ... and sa buat yg the best sa boleh bagi untuk ko . 

watching you happily doing your car thingy from A to Z,  eating the meal i cooked for you, went out to bazar together, hanging out, staying up and etc etc..

i am glad i share all my times to you . although you didnt.

big girls dont really cry anymore... i kept that in mind and people always said dont cry for the person that did not even worth or ur smile. 

ohwell maybe i just holding on for toooooo long, way too long till i forgot to love myself. 

its just you camouflaged all your doings by ur hugs n kisses and all your epic words. 
..

i dont know how many girls that have heard that same words from you , can you tell me ???

blah.. 

nevertheless, im still being so gullible  by you. 

and i dont know why u said im different from them.

bah eya seja la .. this game is boring and i dont wanna play it anymore. 


sa penat. 


but thanks for being there, took care of me and loved me hypocritely . 

i think so .


coz if you could share your love with few girls... and said you dont love them , but what i saw in those albums are totally different. 

i dont know. that is your own thing. i wont bother. becuz im enough being so disturbed with insomnia and digestion problem this past few months.


i dont have anything to regret for. nothing to lose. i own nothing. 

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) .. puasssss sa berbual sama kawan2 sa .. they dont know me but they cared about me.

apa pun sa mau thank you sama Tuhan sebab hari2 bagi sa lesson and situation yg makin buka mata sa.. 

i know you will open your eyes too, some other day .

ko enjoy lah dulu ... if im still there, i will be there for you still .. 
if not, u got other spares right? 

wo de xin li zhi you ni , dan ni de xin li you hen duo . .. wo ye bu liao jie ni. 


i dont think you will gonna realise it in a short time. but u will, i  believe someday .

now sa mo spend time sama ko and appreciate seja tu masa... i know God had planned something for me out there.. 





meanwhile.. sa bersyukur sebab still dapat spend time sama ko hari2. he he . yeah go for chabey . she needs you . go for nonong, she admires you . go for aenister, she wants you . go for e'na. . lol i can say this to you a thousand time if you wont be so loud to me. *scream*
im outta here. bye. 

Yang kemarin ba.

Yesterday , VEEEERY early in the morning,after we woke up and took shower and etc, he brought me to Srimaju but i said drop me off to 1borneo instead, and he said if you can wait for me, we will eat breakies together. 

so i decided to wait. walked around the mall... and sat at the corner of McD's restaurant. sa mula breakies dgn flavor twist seja... 2 hours later he came, and we ate breakfast at CFC's. 

He said sorry for make me waited that long. ...i just smiled.. dia nda sedar ka sa pernah wait dia lebih lama before that ? .. yea, NO. 

then we  went  to the car park . 

he showed his stuff..

 Mira bonnet imported from Japan and another one is bumper cover. he was so excited and cannot wait to install it..

 so he bought some tools and we went to UA... started to do the make over. 

i became his handy man and he'll install the thing on his car. 

too bad kemarin sa punya hp teda betry sudah... i wanna share how cute that car has became after the transformation . 

so we went to the park and stayed long there .  

he asked if i wanted to stay at his place tonight , since my place and his is like from hujung ke hujung.. but i said just send me to the terminal ..

but he refuse... and he eventually sent me home too .. kinda touched with that. 

said he need to see his parents too, so he wont be staying there tonight. 

kissed my forehead and he went off. 

after that i clean myself and eat dinner alone.. prayed hard and yeah i feel calm deep inside. 

bikin hairan juga la.. 

sa cakap sa nemau  suda... but he showed how concerned he is to me now. maybe just concern kan? tpi bersyukur la... everyday pun spent time together. 

ni hari sa ada interview kerja.. amen ~ 

kalu kerja , i'll have less time thinking kan .

so things gonna be alrite for me sooooooon ~!

 wish myself good luck .. im off for my shower now ~  ciaoz!

kenapa ah ? WHY ????

sa ada baca blog orang , RANDOMLY . forgive me for judging but WHY WHY WHY, U guys , girls, wrote such a beautiful stories on ur own blog but NO ANY REAL PICTURE or anything that could actually describes ur true personality ???? i know it is virtual and virtual means extra personal secure. but , i cannot stand such beautiful written post is shown with fake pictures such as Korean artist (tapi tulis post dalam malay) , and ULLZZANG pictures is used as profiler .. .duhhh .. WHY . embrace ur ownself ... i love myself... kalau ya pun people wanna copy and do violation over my property i am very sure they cannot be as genuine as me... macam mana pun people wanna copy u, they dont have the X factor that makes them YOU . this is my belief though.


sayang ouw... i cannot see the real artist behind the scene, if you get what i meant.


never mind....


but I DO ENJOY READING UR BLOGPOSTS, randomly ~ tee hee... forgive me for judging ~

KBYE !