Gullible

:) ... FIVE days in a row stayed at his place is really something to me. 

I've seen ,i've feel and i've been there. 

sa ternampak hidden files ko ... and like u said its not her only.saw it with my own eyes.

boo. 

i can do anything if i want, but i cant do bad things to you no matter how you broke my heart.


sa cuma mau bersyukur sebab sa ada sana,... sa ada dengan ko ... and sa buat yg the best sa boleh bagi untuk ko . 

watching you happily doing your car thingy from A to Z,  eating the meal i cooked for you, went out to bazar together, hanging out, staying up and etc etc..

i am glad i share all my times to you . although you didnt.

big girls dont really cry anymore... i kept that in mind and people always said dont cry for the person that did not even worth or ur smile. 

ohwell maybe i just holding on for toooooo long, way too long till i forgot to love myself. 

its just you camouflaged all your doings by ur hugs n kisses and all your epic words. 
..

i dont know how many girls that have heard that same words from you , can you tell me ???

blah.. 

nevertheless, im still being so gullible  by you. 

and i dont know why u said im different from them.

bah eya seja la .. this game is boring and i dont wanna play it anymore. 


sa penat. 


but thanks for being there, took care of me and loved me hypocritely . 

i think so .


coz if you could share your love with few girls... and said you dont love them , but what i saw in those albums are totally different. 

i dont know. that is your own thing. i wont bother. becuz im enough being so disturbed with insomnia and digestion problem this past few months.


i dont have anything to regret for. nothing to lose. i own nothing. 

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) .. puasssss sa berbual sama kawan2 sa .. they dont know me but they cared about me.

apa pun sa mau thank you sama Tuhan sebab hari2 bagi sa lesson and situation yg makin buka mata sa.. 

i know you will open your eyes too, some other day .

ko enjoy lah dulu ... if im still there, i will be there for you still .. 
if not, u got other spares right? 

wo de xin li zhi you ni , dan ni de xin li you hen duo . .. wo ye bu liao jie ni. 


i dont think you will gonna realise it in a short time. but u will, i  believe someday .

now sa mo spend time sama ko and appreciate seja tu masa... i know God had planned something for me out there.. 





meanwhile.. sa bersyukur sebab still dapat spend time sama ko hari2. he he . yeah go for chabey . she needs you . go for nonong, she admires you . go for aenister, she wants you . go for e'na. . lol i can say this to you a thousand time if you wont be so loud to me. *scream*
im outta here. bye.