A Day Out With Them (a tribute for Deana)

So we went out having breakfast together and continues till just now... homie now... ",

its quite awkward but then i managed to ease them off... cuz i dont wanna think much about the situation :)

thing is... i know she still cares.. saw my pics in her phone .. like accidentally . aha ~ and yeah ..(sy lupa mau kestau bah kan pasal Deana ? She is someone who has everything aligned with me, the way we think, our plausible thoughts, our mindset, and almost everything, even birthday kami pun sama!!! tp yg spoil nya kan, she confessed to me that she likes me more than a good friend, but apparently sy cuma minat Pk not lesbian and that masa ni Ajin masih lg abuse saya, in a way yg tidak terkata punya, selalu cari sy n control sya, and sy masih syg ajin)  now i think there's something happening between them two . 

well, i just have to say im glad if she's happy now. 

coz the road not taken is eventually paid off. 

it's the second time of this whole year since i ate the foLdOvAA ~ like seriously yeaaa ~

and we spent the day went to Sing-K, then we went to the game station and watching Deana with her awesome steps on that dance2 revolution thingy ~ another guy and  a small little girl went up and play along with her.. quite a GOOD GAME for the day ^_^

then after that we went back home... some little time but its quite fun ~ been so long since i meet both of them .

*deep breath

so okay ... i  envy the happiness that people have and i dont have.

i envy how a simple life could give a lot .

i envy that they didnt have to worry about this and that.
but thanks to them i enjoyed my day .. 

thanks to people that still remembers me .


nuhh

i wanna have such life too .. 

i'll keep praying..

perhaps someday i'll found my path? .. amen.


going to take my shower now ~ sweaty2 ^^


ciaoz !