Job Hunt.

i'm in the middle of circumstances where i have nobody to rely to and nobody can actually decide for me .


finding a job is never easy . i mean, finding the job u want. 


uh ~ 


i created some resume thanks to the help of the internet and some good friends that willing to share.. .


but still i havent use it to anywhere . 

previous days, he has been there urging me and pushing me to do my resume and surveying thru the net but due too my financial shortage, i cannot do anything when even to reloading my phone credit is also a problem. 


i'd been surveying the whole other nite thru and i only found out things that is non related to what im looking for. 




ugh... The process of finding a job is never easy. The application, the CV, the interview – not forgetting recruitment agencies who promise you the earth.

i dont know. im a fresh graduate person but then my brain is totally static. it means im emotionally stupid. i cannot decide which and what do i want. stupid enough ? yeap. i know.

plus, living alone and no shoulder to lean on, ,my self esteem is totally down under.


i have the fear of facing real job situation and the interviewer would say " Unfortunately you do not have the skills and experience we are looking for on this occasion and therefore cannot progress your application" ..

and i could have been in some stupid act and humiliate myself.


lol again. i think too much.


i have been there, the person that went to the walk-in interview and talk with confident. but that was for part-time jobs. its everywhere !  i can get one very easily but then i know i want more than just  part time. 


its day 6 after  moving out. 


no enough $ and no body to tell . 


blah. 




but i done some research and gonna continue doing it though. 


best of luck to you sean . . .

i hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.