The Unexpected Yesterday

He Just know how to melt me. 

indeed it was. can't deny it. i know i cannot control it. i wrote stories about me everyday. and indirectly i wrote stories about me and him too [again].

i used to have a blog long before. since 2010. i started to blog when i was alone that time,   i mean content with loneliness. and i wrote all about him, him, and him.. EVERY SINGLE DAY.

but since they were all true stories and somehow we were separated that time, he made me to eliminate my blog once and for all.

and now, i started to write again.

though i have made a vow that this would be my new leaf of my life, i cannot control it. 

he met me everyday, thus we made the day a story for the night to be remembered. 


and yesterday, another story of my life was made... 


sigh*


since we were arguing about the previous night thingy, so he came early in the morning to my place and called me to go downstairs. and i told him, i wasnt there and i went back to my hometown instead. [with the intention to avoid him looking for me]


and so he said, he is on the way going to our hometown. 
panic, and overwhelmed with that, i eventually told the truth that i was upstairs. he came back again and brought me out pecahlaju at likas. 


the journey goes like this.. 

my brunch ...


we had a good meal at Likas.. situation are that we did not talk to each other. he was mad at me coz i made him drove half-mile away to Tuaran just to go back hometown and have to turn back to my place which is another half-mile to the way around.
and i mad at him to kept accusing me on things that he dont even have the proof. 


so it was like a numb and silent conversation.


after brunching, he drove to 1Borneo, and i rush to the washroom for my girl's thing. it only took 10minutes and he gets even pissed off. so he said lets go home. 
we took only a bloody 10 minutes spent at 1borneo mall and we took off. VERY CHILDISH act. 


so as we get home, downstairs at my place, we argued and argued and argued. till i fed up, i went out of the car and walk away. the feeling is devastating. i cannot get a real talk with him becuz of his attitude. but then, he urged me to get back in the car or else he would put troubles.
so i went back in, Crying. 


i cried along the way he drove the car.


i dont even know where is he taken us to.


so as he drove passed Tamparuli, i knew that that time, we are heading to Ranau. 
*_______________* WTH


suddenly, in the silence situation, he grabbed my hand and excitedly showed his car meters. i immediately took picture, but as i snapped, the number changed.

feeling quite upset with that, i sat back properly and we started to talk. 

the weather is so windy and quite cold with heavy dew on the surrounding. 

you can see how the dew blocked the view of the road.

feeling a bit relieved, we went straight to Kundasang... bought some foods and i brought him to Mesilau at the Desa Dairy farm, cuz he never been there before..

it was raining and the road is really messed up with mud and heavy rain. but we still went there.

reach that place and we ate our food before we took a walk around the place. i met my best buddy Aaron with his colleagues and girlfriend there. an awkward meet up and we just faham2 sendiri seja after that. <3

hoho ... then after that, i started to take pictures everywhere.. here they are ... 

second take, watching the cows to be fed.

its raining outside, but yet the cows sat there like nothing happen. 

watching cows queuing up

seeing him taking picture of the cows. 

me with the BG of cows

aaron and his colleagues

taking  pictures of cows

he teases the cows and make funny faces . i did laughed hard.

and after a while stayed there, we went downtown and took a walk at the fruit stalls in Kundasang town. 

he gave me a surprise after all.

he actually bought a rose and claims that he wanna place it at his house later on.

yeah, he said that. but as he drove us back home, he actually gave that rose to me. the fact that i dont like flowers, suddenly made me to give that day as an exception.

i smiled . and my anger towards him actually fades.

so we stop for a while enjoying the windy eve at Kinabalu Park and then went back to Kota Kinabalu.

so we reach safely at kk around 8pm and during the night have a stay out at Waterfront KK again .

as i went out off the car, we kissed and i went up . 

i put that rose in a glass with water to sustain it from dying really quick.

and i took a picture of it too .. my very own flower for the day . 

then the whole night i sleep soundly without any nightmares and insomnia...

eventhough somehow he did appreciates the moment in some other way, i still want to thank God for letting this to happen. 


i dont know about chabey. 


all i know is, i dont really give a damn about things that happen anymore. 

If you have the opportunity to play this game of life you need to appreciate every moment. a lot of people don't appreciate the moment until it's passed. 

so yeah, a wrap for tonight ~ 


ciaoz <3