A Little Dose Of Shoneyca

I AM A LIBERTY GIRLLLLLL !!!! 

BOoyahhh ~ finally sa habis sudah study sa !!!! jenjenjenng~~~

fuhhh gilak sa happy betul ouw.. .its like im in the cloud Nine by now! 

ahh yeah ! hahahhahahah ... my presentation went smoothly , i talk like a popcorn and jyeah dua2 panel sa pun tidak banyak cerewet... ^__^ wooohoo ~~

but there's one scene where i have to stood up and tell why do i give such suggestion to improve. they said it was their first time to hear a student to give such opinion. well, apa tidak...sa cakap tukar itu mission of organization..for sure they tembak me kaw2... ngehee ~ but so far, i can see the bright light lol .. ^_^ woot woot. 

so what now ? wondering where would i be soon. i have planned to move somewhere and seek for a job that could give me some earning. a part time job still in the plan whilst looking for a permanent job in between . 

yeah its all about getting started to work. 

im a grown up lady now... i aimed that starting next year i will stop relying on my parents no more. wanna be independent. thus, it'll help me to learn about the real life and get real. huhu 

it sure hard but i think i can do it. 

no support from anybody so far... i mean besides my parents, aunt and myself. 

went out with him just now.. ate dinner and stayed under my block for a while.

i tried to talk about the future.. but it seems that my mouth is shut n my tongue is numb.

well maybe its not the time to ask or to talk about it just yet. BLAH. 

time waits for nobody but everybody waits for the right time, aint it sucks, huh ? 

lol . 

its quite an awkward moment for us both just now becuz no one starts to talk first. argued since previous night. :#

so we decide to go home. i went up, he went home. awkwardly . 

what a night out. 

i know chabey is waiting for him .haha

till then. i cant stop thinking about my job planning. 

ho ho .

ohwell~ off to bed ! good nite ! 

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