rasa DAMN yg amat

hey girl. do you know how my heart wanna tell that i want let you know what is the true color of life that had happened behind u ? but then i kept telling myself that you not worth my time and even I dont know you . why should i bother. but i felt pity over it.
 blah . nothing much,.
im staying like weeks already at his place and been with him in his ups and downs,. ..

grawhhhh banyak la bah sa buleh cerita sama ko kalo buleh ~! 




i bet you dont even know that we are involved in an accident recently right ???
 and do you know how i wanna scream this out to him ?  you know absolutely nothing about him .
what you know is that you are happy and you dont know the real story .

met his parent after a while and had some real talk there... and his mum said about what had happened. and yeah she asked me to stay strong and stay with them at that house.

i know even if i had to get to tell you via face to face you sure aint gonna believe this.

you sure will gonna trust that guy's word and his effing words only .

but yeah things are really happened behind you .
whatever,. 

i believe karma will tell, time will tell .. i love what i had now..

thats all ...and sa tau lelaki MEMANG TIDAK CUKUP SATU


and so many things had happened recently, i am truly happy with my new job and i work with my dream stuff which is DSLR and happily working with it on weekdays :D

i love my new job like seriously. :D..

i have been waaaayyy too busy with my new job and i really dont have time for leisures.

aduii balik seja kerja , malam sudah ... masak untuk semua and makan and mengantuk ....tidur awal seawal 9pm and i dont have time to open my lappy ...SOB

kesian juga la sa rasa diri sa... kerja yg berulang and routine yg berulang..
..

pagi seawal 6.30 perlu ada di highway sudah mo elak traffic jam ...everyday i took OT to get myself busy like hell and it really works. huhu..

..


and now i had a bad day ...

baru2 ne kami accident after sa balik kerja... hurm now still in the process la tu kes... but then kereta yg rosak di depan ...teruk jua... too bad i cant upload the picture by now.. .ugh . . 

but syukur la kami idup lagi . ehe .
and my job ... betul2 ubh cara hidup saya..


well ..its what i aimed for kan .

i achieved it. 

tapi satu hal tu lagi ... 


ermmmm ... 

nvermind la... as long as i am with him daily. 


can see and can spend time . 



sukuppp sudaaa etoo ~ lol  


sa ada bad day ne hari  c ajin kacao sa makan ....time makan dia nda habis2 kc main2 sa ,,, huh 


so i ran to cyber la ...teda tempat lain mo lari ... 


think imma go back by now... so ...thats a wrap for now... maybe will less updating after this ..

but one thing is . IM PROUD IM AN ADULT NOW :D
..

lol ... statement tu ba . haha



ciaoz !